1.Dolly face

I've never showed my real me. People like me only for my beauty. They don't try to read my mind. They don't know what I am thinking about.

They look at my face only and don't try to look into my inner beauty. I want to have a soul. I want to love and be loved.

[ Taken from www.dollheart.com Model: JollyPlus ]

I want to be free from this duty to look good always. I want to run away and feel freedom. My lips are closed, and can't talk to anybody. I shall not get old and people envy it. I envy them truly, they have many things that I won't have. They live as their own destiny and go back to their everlasting home someday. But I shall be forgotten soon and God doesn't have a home for me. *sighs*

This is why she looks so sad.

2.Books

[Photo: Taken by me  at home]

These are the books I mentioned in the former diary. The pink Dolly Style is a Japanese magazine, the next one is a quilting book and the bottom one is sewing book for fashion dolls! I got this Fashion Doll Clothing today from Dollplaza. It costs 30,000 won (900~920 won = 1 USD) and was printed in Korea. Interesting. Korea book industry is well-developed? My Truthquest Bible from "the hot city" was printed in Korea too.  By the way Dollplaza didn't send any little free stuff again unlike Prettydoll shop. =p Disappointing.

3. Craving

There is some attractive item in Prettydoll. I had been considering of buying a picnic basket of Ricca doll. The basket has 10 kinds of bread, 2 plates, a bottle of water. So tiny and cute. The thing is the item is too cheap, 3,500 won but the delivery fee costs 3,000 won. If I buy something of 35,000 won, I won't be  hesitating about 3,000 won. Also I wanted to buy a white formal suit for Crys doll(She is myself) only because it includes a cross necklace. However I have a book and I ordered some clothes to make doll dresses today, I should wait and be patient!!!      

4. Dolce, dolce!

I've found this petite Blythe in Dolly Style. "Miele Dolce"  Sounds familar to me. =) Miele is honey in italian. Sweet honey.. aww... calling me now? =D

5. Modification of pics

Play time is over!

-The end-